It is real?humanity became humility...integrity became hipocrisy.

I stuck with question? what is humanity?that's something about doctrine or just quote whom comes and go...This morning I woke-up early and wash my face because nightmare: I see a war on my dreams. A cruel thing had happen in that war...but I realize it just a dream. I hear 4 a clock, i sit and try to think. I ponder...is the humanity is real? or just a slogan. In a part of the world I found news about a people whom seeking live, is it seeking job for live or seeking peace for live. I...my self walk to seeking job for live. Sold the book that I have wrote and try something for better live. One interesting moment when I was read the quote belonging Debra Wilson:"It's all about humanity, humility and Integrity". In fact, if your'e stand in your idealism you will be abandoned, humanity it became unhuman, humility became humiliate, and that's happen when your not the same as many other.They said fought for the right is mean "Conservatif and arogant." Nowdays they think that's strange...as like a Alien were invade the earth." There one of Javenese poet named "Rangga warsita", "It's time when the people will shame to do the right,Integrity just slogan you do that you will be shunned by society. When the times come, the wrong things will become rightousness and any mistakes it become the faith. If you're not crazy as other you will not allow to live."this is irony but now had slowly happen. Ignore the truth, corrupt became habbits and talk the truth became humiliate things. Wealth it became a top of live, and to reach there you will deceived other...it same time when I watch the TV I found a servant whom abuse by bos, and treat like a scam...now I realize it better come back to sleep cause the real is more creepy then a dreams.