"Do you believe wage for crimes is a death?"

Once upon a time, It's a child were back from school and asking this matter to his father."Dad it's truth all of crimes it directly paid?"ask the child couriously. His Daddy answered:"Yeah, cause what is we plant it what is we reap."Hear the answered the child spontantly react protest:"Why Madun, the sons of my headmaster had champion in the class soon after he beating's my friend."The Father cannot be answered for a while. He knew his child it being questioned normative truth faced factual logicaly. Not long after that the wise's father said:"Sometimes the crimes it doesn't instantly being payback but once upon a time when he not realized it will bring in a disaster." after sayd that he tel a storied about a naughty duck. A naughty duck it often disturbing the tiger to showed his superiority. He showed that in front of his frends. That's truth, He knew how to escape from the tiger after he chased by tiger before, he always plunge him self to the water everytimes he chased by the tiger. Followed his action, his friend try to followed him and disturb the tiger and so that plunge to the river. They do it this game over and over, until whole of herd come to do it the same, to taste the feel adrenaline "Escape from the death."But unfortunately when all of herd succeed to escape from chased, crocodile come out from the water and eat all of the herd whom came to they teritory. After heard this storied the child being understood that the crimes sometimes not to directly paying, but the times will ripen the seed of the evil and after the fruit had ripen he cant escape anymore. A bird were loved eat the buffalo's lice when he complacent with the abundance doesn't realized when buffalo suddenly lie to the land it will befall the bird mortally.It just the same with the word of Confucious which talk about the nature of the crimes:"A goodness even fortune it yet to come but disaster had passed him while the evil even disaster it yet to come but good fortune has been away. "We can escape from vengeance caused the help from colleague and simpathism but theres a time when the crimes must be paid back with the interest."

The Promises

It storied about a woman named Marie Grace, the killer victims were killed 10 years ago by ex Catholics Priest Herman Jumat. She said with her family before she leave:"I will be back after 10 year."Exactly after 10 years being victim of killer, after the mistery of the murdered had caught. And she back with the two child's corpse to home (metrotv 4 March 2014 at 22.00 a clock). “Promise is a debt,”that’s classical quote. But I rather like to meaning promise as”Something it must be fulfill.”Caused , if we equate that wit a debt so that many people whom make comitment it called “Debitor,”and “Kreditor,”for whom gived Comitment. It’s surely when I ask the promises I will be called “Debt Collector”...hmmm no thank you. “The main idea, it not too easy to make a comitment with the other. You must be sure that you can kept and fulfill the promises. If we underrate the other else with easy to make comitmen and hard to do it...sometimes add more trouble for the other else. “Learn from the Sun which always kept the promise, raising in the morning and set when the afternoon. “

Birds and Cages

Walk to travese the day, when I look a store owner hanging the cages in the top of his store. I seen the birds is so sad when he twitter like heard screaming satire and so I ask to the birds:"Why you so sad bro?"He answered:"I don't know my friends it feel something wrong, it something I cannot express it lost from me."compassion for the desire I opened the doors to let'm go and said:"Comeout budy."But the birds wouldn't go out. I said to him:"Why you wouldn't go out?"he answer:"I think at the outside it's more scream then in this cages."While in another time I found the same even in another moment when I visit my friends home. Birds were happy when he fly around the cages. I ask him:"Why you re so happy budy?"The birds directly answered my question:"Nothing it better then the day i have throught.""So that what's the matter that make you so happy?"more over interested. He answered:"My master is good, he always gived my banana for foods, gived me drink every morning and also bathe me." It add more question in my main."How far the world that you know?"He answered:"The world it's far as my cages, even not as far as my cages."after heard the answered I decides to go.

It is real?humanity became humility...integrity became hipocrisy.

I stuck with question? what is humanity?that's something about doctrine or just quote whom comes and go...This morning I woke-up early and wash my face because nightmare: I see a war on my dreams. A cruel thing had happen in that war...but I realize it just a dream. I hear 4 a clock, i sit and try to think. I ponder...is the humanity is real? or just a slogan. In a part of the world I found news about a people whom seeking live, is it seeking job for live or seeking peace for live. I...my self walk to seeking job for live. Sold the book that I have wrote and try something for better live. One interesting moment when I was read the quote belonging Debra Wilson:"It's all about humanity, humility and Integrity". In fact, if your'e stand in your idealism you will be abandoned, humanity it became unhuman, humility became humiliate, and that's happen when your not the same as many other.They said fought for the right is mean "Conservatif and arogant." Nowdays they think that's strange...as like a Alien were invade the earth." There one of Javenese poet named "Rangga warsita", "It's time when the people will shame to do the right,Integrity just slogan you do that you will be shunned by society. When the times come, the wrong things will become rightousness and any mistakes it become the faith. If you're not crazy as other you will not allow to live."this is irony but now had slowly happen. Ignore the truth, corrupt became habbits and talk the truth became humiliate things. Wealth it became a top of live, and to reach there you will deceived other...it same time when I watch the TV I found a servant whom abuse by bos, and treat like a scam...now I realize it better come back to sleep cause the real is more creepy then a dreams.

The Old Woman

Showing stratch in your face...it showing how tired she is. It passed two moon when she resign at her job. No honor they gave to her even at least 19 years serve. Now she just resigned, but still have spoting fire in the heart. Now she just like a mother whom left with the daughter whom she raised. No honor she left, even they love to erase the story about her. look back as the mirror, Any problem she had face to defend the daughter. One of them make her fight with a soldier were not pay the debt. She stand up and fought the Rights, but what are they do the her. All of Friends had left Her alone. "No Pain, No Gain."the pain had result...the officer ready to pay...even at the previous he refuse to pay...Now all sacrifice it's going to forget...replace with selft interest of the people...

"Justice?"

JUSTICE, easy to say but hard to do. Talk about justice, it seems like talk about universe...it mean all of things. It can feel but it cannot touch. Many things it connected. It may slice your own skin loading the blood and drink it self. Old Chinese quote said, it just Judges Bao and Hell's God's it cannot bribes...irony but trully happen in our lives. A lot of quote to see how Justice it cannot implemented clearly. When the actor of unfair is your family; your father, mother, brother, sister, nephew, cousin or your sons. I see a lot of unfair...but it the same times I must be charged on my own...did I do it the same?...it nor yet be answer...Yesterday, huf...I see a horrible show...when the people with no shame Rob the institution...but many people still quite. Cause many relationship playing there. Flash Back the memory, all people whom being actor of corrupt it same guys struggle hand to hand with us to fight to corrupt. Hmmm...leaves many questions in my mind...in that day, when we fight about justice...is it trully idealism or just anger when you're doesn't have opportunity to do the same...uf it just waiting list, like a passengers whom wait the plane land and take of to one direction...is Corruption...the irony, the people whom want to fight that it become suspect of Public Enemy. The God Guys becomes a Bad Guys. It Funny when the Priest whom try to be mediator said you must be passion and not to sue because of reflection charity of God...but in the other side he let the crimes at happen...many people it confused what it defenition of JUSTICE? is it charity a part of Justice?if I do Justice but ignore the charity I become a sins?or if I do Charity but Ignore Justice is it blessed way?they said God is good and you must be good to all people, according a chritianity, Jesus not fight the enemy and let the enemy torture him...people had forget that he just a passions...but actually He fight the enemy with not being like them (abuse of power to Kenisah), fight with no harm (non coorporate), same spirit of AHIMSA of Mahatma...even Gandhi find that fight after he read the Bible...spirit whom take by the religion of his people's enemy (United Kingdom)...by the way Actually Conclusion is clearly...the Charity is part of Justice,if you do Charity (passion) is doesn't mean you do the Justice...But if you do the Justice, you got the step to become Charity...because Charity is not about how you love someone you love but how the charity can be influenced all of society...Like the rain after a long of summer season...it chance in the law it made by United Nation Convention Against Corruption/UNCAC, at subsection 12 and 21.But in my country it not be set yet or ratificate the rules...even those leave a lot of abuse of power there. At last the Justice can't be shown before the building going down...Zhu Rong Ji said:"Give me 100 coffin...I gived 99 coffin to all officer were corrupt and 1 to my self if do the same." it is principle of Mr Zhu...what's yours???

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